I’ve always hated how I feel sometimes.

My mind races,

Thoughts scatter in every direction and not one of them is leading anywhere I want to go.

It starts small,

Then it feels like my world collapses in on me.

There’s walls built around every part of myself I never want anyone to see. 

A labyrinth of bad decisions and almosts.

But I’m getting there,

I think.

I’ve got a map,

I just need to learn how to read it.